Do you know of any polyamory documentaries ?

Or polygamy etc ?

Where does one go to meet bi girls ?

Dan is worried that we’ll never find another bi girl who is willing to date two people. 

I told him that’s bollocks. I don’t really see how this is such a huge leap for some people though. I mean, Dan and I are best friends first and I personally wouldn’t have a long term relationship with someone else any other way. So essentially, wouldn’t be in the same vein as saying that you can have two best friends, so you can have two significant others ? It isn’t that much of a stretch right ? Or are people just jealous, possessive, and selfish in that regard ? I just don’t get it, and I refuse to believe that I’m one of the few people in this city with the emotional capability to have a triad relationship.

So again, where does one go to meet bi girls ? o.O;

We broke up with our unstable girlfriend.

Now, you have to understand, she kept trying to end it because she would let little things freak her out, but this time it was our turn. Apparently her mother called her disgusting and horrible for sleeping with two people (which is the only thing she seemed able to say - not that we’re in an actual relationship, but that she’s just “sleeping” with us) and she rather please her family than try and work it out. Although before hand she was talking about how happy she was with us, and how much she loves us. It’s weird.

Meh. She was kind of a whore to begin with, being that she used to be a stripper and danced at one of those places where men jerk off to the naked girls in the booths, but I guess this was the one that pushed her family over the edge ? 

So, after a lot of exasperation and irritation, we decided to call it quits. Honestly though, after breaking up with us twice for arbitrary reasons I kind of just shut off from her anyway. So it’s not really too much of a loss. 

Well, back to the dating game !

Old men hate Jesus.

So, this weekend was just not my weekend. So, there is this old guy who basically hangs around my girlfriend (even though she wants him to go away, he’s a “friend” of her family) Well yesterday her, and I, and her grandma, and him were having dinner together. He needed help fixing a curtain so I helped him. While I was on the step ladder, he touched my ass, and told me I had a nice “tush”. I was absolutely.. appalled. I didn’t want to say anything and cause a scene though, because he was our ride back home, and because I didn’t want my girlfriend to have a bad dinner. Then afterwards, he showed me pictures of his house and of her and made a comment about “and this is Caroline and her nice tush”. And to add insult to injury, he went on about how awful Muslims are while everyone was watching the news. Well anyway, I told her everything when we got home. She told him off, and told her grandma and her mother what happened. He finally started texting her back telling her how I was a psycho-cunt bull dyke, and that it was my fault for having my ass in his face.. cos you know, what was he supposed to do, right ? So for the rest of the night, and into the morning he sent her messages about how gays and lesbians are an abomination and how they should be locked away from public sight etc. I’m pretty annoyed, but my poor girlfriend has to deal with this crazy old man. I wish I knew what to do. :\

Well, what I can do for now is make sure that my son NEVER grows up with any kind of discriminatory feelings. 

I’m back !

Sorry for my lack of posts lately, I had a stomach bug (ughhh) but I’m back now. And ohhhh have I got a funny story for you. So my girlfriend and I live in Seattle, and we were getting off the bus, when an old man approached us. He then started yelling at us saying how awful we were and how us being gay is going against god. Then he starts talking about Sodom and Gomorrah and telling us and how were tempting god or whatever. Normally, I don’t care when people say this shit, or rather, I just tell them off and don’t think about it for too long, but this man was following us down the street and harassing us. My girlfriend yelled at him (prob not the best idea, but whatever) and I was about ready to uh.. do something. Not even sure what. But then a guy walking by us told us how people like him are worthless and not to worry about it. It made us feel better.

I’m shocked though. I didn’t really think that I needed to worry about this stuff in Seattle. Even if it was by a crazy homeless man.

I hate people like this.

I’m sure at least some of you have seen the photoshopped “Are you Asian and don’t want to be ?” sign. If not: 

Anyway, the website itself (http://www.truthministry.com) belongs to one of those appalling anti-gay “churches”. You know, the ones that turn you straight. 

Every time I see things like this they make me really angry. If you’re bored, go check it out. Look at the FAQs and their statements and what not. 

Ugh. Sometimes, I really hate people. 

The job market is rough.

My girlfriend recently got laid off from her job, and now my boyfriend is worried he’s going to lose his come April. The store he works at had its building bought out by Target. So, if his boss doesn’t find a new retail space come then, he’s out of a job. This really sucks. My girlfriend and I are going back to school, so hopefully financial aid and all that can help us out a little bit, but Dan (bf) now needs to find a full time job. Any place he applies to always has at least 100 other applicants, and a lot of them are people with higher credentials who also got laid off looking for any kind of income. 

This is terrible. It really is. I would get a job, but I think I would have even worse luck because I’ve spent the last year and a half taking care of my child, and home. 

I really don’t know what to do. I always thought more people would be financially stable.. er. Apparently, everyone is screwed. :\